again

Here we go again. W lost his job. I'm beginning to give up hope. It seems like no matter what happens, as soon as we get caught up and get our feet under us, this happens. I'm at a loss as to what to do. Other people seem to hold on to jobs no problem. Why is it so hard for my husband? He's hard working, smart, a little wierd but that's not a crime!! Damn I just want to curl into a ball and call it quits. I'm tired of fighting, pushing, and scrapping and getting no where. I'm tired of being knocked down over and over again. I'm tired of monitoring every penny, wondering how we will pay rent, robbing Peter to pay Paul. I'm just so tired.

on an aside, due to the recent problems with blogger I'm seriously considering moving my blog. So heads up :) As I'm pretty sure my only reader is the faithful Belinda, I will be sure and let you know when, and where the new space is. I will also have a new website up and running hopefully soon, as we just bought the domain name, and provider service right before the layoff (figures).